Letting Go

Letting go of everything and everyone I know just to move across the country is going to be the hardest thing ever. The fact that I'm going to leave my family the only people that have been their for Me since day one. Its hard to realize that I'm going to be letting go of my friends also just to move away with Dustin yea I love him to death and all but I'll always have that what-if in the back of my head. Is it all going to be worth it in the end? Should I really move away from everything I know to live a totally different life? Know one really knows what to do. Some adults might even find it difficult to decide what to do. But I guess ill have to learn from my mistakes and just let go of any doubt I have and make the most of this experience.

This Summer

My plans for this summer are moving to California I will be staying at Camp Pendelton. I hope to see everything I can see when I get to Cali like going to the San Diego Zoo, Sea world, and L.A. I'm so excited to be able to just move away and be on my own. But at the same time I'm going to miss everyone here my friends and family mostly. Its going to be a very good experience for me but I'm scared to death to move away and be on my own at 18 and college students do that to but they come come or they an call mom or dad up. I'm clear across the country and I wont be able just to get in my car and drive home when I want to like my brother does. Its going to be weird at first but ill get use to it.